20090208, 12:31

yesterday i saw you just standing there
i dunno why, but i felt like crying
i realised that this we couldnt let things end like this
i dont want things to end like this
in this past 2 years
we've gone through so much
you were there when he hurt me time and time again
you always managed to make me feel better
and you're one of the few who could really cheer me up
and we always said our friendship was strong enough to overcome anything
i always believed it was true, maybe it isn't
we've drifted this year
i know thats my fault, but thats another matter.
i've quarrelled with you more than i have with the rest
yet im the closest to you.
sometimes i say things i mean at that moment
but i'll always regret and feel super guilty later
and somehow or another
i always end up missing you.

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