20090425, 19:14
deadblogdeadblog~ hahaha. (daanish! i updated alr hor)
went for chinese tuition, then cabbed to Pasir Ris to find siongyu and jolene. MANDA! sorry i pangseh-ed you! Dx finally went out with them after don't know how long :D hey! go out more often okayys? hehs. actually we wanted to go to ecp to play, but ended up going downtown to play arcade. the spot the difference thingy is addictive xD ate pastamania too, shared pizza, and sy had minestrone. it smelled like tomatoes. haha. but.. the thing is that..
going there brought back a lot of memories =/
sam. quit thinking bout it. you're not suppose to think about this anymore. sighs.
i cant help but think, it's hard okay. i can't just stop thinking of you like that *snaps fingers* hai. everyone's right. i've got friends around me, shouldn't i be contented. not saying that im not. i am, but it really feels like a part of me is missing. it really does. i can't explain it, but i feel like an empty shell
you: you happy now? you hurt me, you played with my feelings and more or less got away with it, cause i couldnt do anything. you got what you wanted. i cant believe i fell for you. ugh.